I ate fate
and puked
I guess I didn’t learn my lesson the last time
you suck me dry

I nearly died
no Qi left
it’s all going down the drain
my heart channel
to you
you suck me dry

how do I
shut this door
you turned me into this energy source
unknowingly
I guess
you suck me dry

We are feral as fuck!
and you know it …

you ripped my heart open and left me to bleed
but who is to blame other than me

I hope I know you kind by now
energy vampires
living black hole entities
dark energies attached
Stay the FUCK away from me!
Keep your bite to yourself!

I ate fate
and puked
there is no god
only energy
remembering what my consciousness has not yet discovered

there is only energy
stored in different densities
in my cells
resurfacing
attracting
spewing
self destructing
you suck me dry

We are feral as fuck!
and you know it …

I don’t believe in psychology
special population
bipolar
ADD
addicted
co-dependent
aggressive
manic depressive
suicidal
and the lot

I don’t believe in psychology
it is symptomatic to the soul

restrained from taking action
our souls
within our bodies
stricken by inherited stress and trauma
not only from this life time
emotional stagnation
explosion
break down

you cal it whatever
I call it
rebirth of old DNA
accept it
souls just never die

it was darker than dark
it was darker than dark
it was darker than dark
luckily the exorcist didn’t die
and still
I love you
foolish
I know
but the only way to defeat the dark

I consumed your mystery
trying to understand you
intruding your mind
I am sorry!
you weren’t talking …

you - you are consuming my heart
for your creativity and plain survival
Are we fucking even by now?
Or did I kill you in my past life?

Like you
the same with me, myself and I
I need to love my darkest dark
I need to love my darkest dark
I need to love my darkest dark
Self-Love
is more important than love
these days
Believe me!

We are feral as fuck!
and you know it …

highly sensitive people
in ‘unsuiting' environments
no education system to hone our skills
hunters in uncapped capitalism
gatherers in uncapped capitalism
what can I say
the world we live in

We are feral as fuck!

if you are not on the bottom of the food chain
getting killed by hunger, repression or war
if you are privileged - somehow
like myself
we are
stuffing our black holes with
work
consumer goods - food included
sugar bombs
chocolate
over eating or starving ourselves to death
buying stuff to up our self worth
keeping the profit rolling

you suck me dry

but I guess
this is just an example of the invisible cogs of patriarchy
the well of female energy
sucked dry
through open heart connections
empathy
that’s a spectrum statement

wake up wake up
What are you using your energy for?
… for the highest good of all Beings!
… for the love of the light!
… for eternity!

STOP sucking me dry!